Thursday, June 26, 2008
the hardest thing i'll ever have to do
i know i have said this before, but i can't imagine how hard it will be to leave him behind. i can barely go a week with out seeing him, i don't know how i'll go on being five hours away from him, with plenty of other girls just surrounding him...i really thought i could handle it, but i'm now thinking that i can't.
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this is sort of embarrassing, but i actually wrote out rules for how to interact with him. like, to not call him, bring him up in conversation or to not go out anymore. i don't know what my problem is, but i can't shake him. unconditional love? i don't know...
that's all to report today. i'll be more interesting tomorrow. promise.
Labels: growth, loneliness, love, relationship
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