Wednesday, October 15, 2008
take a breath
wow...i should not be blogging right now. i have a paper and homework due, but i'm not doing it. i'm blogging. geez.
well, nothing has really changed since my last post except for the fact that i'm actually going to party this weekend. this will be my first college party, a thought i find particularly sad since i attend a party school. i'm also a bit anxious about the fact that i'm straight edge, and i wonder how people will react. i'm kind of thinking that it won't be a big deal to turn down a drink, but anything's possible when people's inhibitions are lowered.
i'm excited, though.
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well, nothing has really changed since my last post except for the fact that i'm actually going to party this weekend. this will be my first college party, a thought i find particularly sad since i attend a party school. i'm also a bit anxious about the fact that i'm straight edge, and i wonder how people will react. i'm kind of thinking that it won't be a big deal to turn down a drink, but anything's possible when people's inhibitions are lowered.
i'm excited, though.
Saturday, June 21, 2008
at this moment
i attended my high school sweetheart's graduation party today, and stayed for approximately fifteen minutes, by choice. why, you ask? i saw in explicit detail for the first time that we came from completely separate worlds.
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while the outer contrasts are plain to see (we are from different races and identify with different teenage subcultures), it is and was the real personality-forming characteristics that will keep us from ever becoming more than friends. although he is the male that i feel the closest to, the one i trust the most, i do not believe a marriage or dedicated relationship would ever come to fruition between us.
on a different topic, does anyone know of any headache cures that don't require medication? i've been having problems with them and i'm out of advil...
Labels: boyfriend, graduation, headache, high school, party, relationship, sweetheart
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